Sunday, October 10, 2010 6:14 PM
sorry. i'm really sorry.
i think i should stop getting pissed off so easily anymore. i hate the way i handle stuffs.
why the hell did i say that to him? )):
"you go try and drive la. i bet you cant even get 10s near the last guy." i cant believe i said that to my dad just because he said massa had no chance anymore and something like that. but that's not the reason why i feel so remorseful. it's because when i stepped out of the kitchen, he was not his usual self. he didnt rebut. he just sat and quietly eat his food. but why do i sense a sense of sadness in him? that face. that atmosphere.
i hate myself. seriously.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. sucks sucks sucks.
when your daughter treat you like that, is it end of world to you?
shit. i just hope time can rewind. )':
i wont do that again.
and even if i'm really angry when you criticise massa, i'll never compare your driving skill to his again. never. (but, you're really a good driver :D)
a guy whom i see everyday, and a guy who i hope to see everyday. it's different. he might be a world class driver, and you're not. but, you're my father, and he's not.
Sunday, October 10, 2010 6:14 PM
sorry. i'm really sorry.
i think i should stop getting pissed off so easily anymore. i hate the way i handle stuffs.
why the hell did i say that to him? )):
"you go try and drive la. i bet you cant even get 10s near the last guy." i cant believe i said that to my dad just because he said massa had no chance anymore and something like that. but that's not the reason why i feel so remorseful. it's because when i stepped out of the kitchen, he was not his usual self. he didnt rebut. he just sat and quietly eat his food. but why do i sense a sense of sadness in him? that face. that atmosphere.
i hate myself. seriously.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. sucks sucks sucks.
when your daughter treat you like that, is it end of world to you?
shit. i just hope time can rewind. )':
i wont do that again.
and even if i'm really angry when you criticise massa, i'll never compare your driving skill to his again. never. (but, you're really a good driver :D)
a guy whom i see everyday, and a guy who i hope to see everyday. it's different. he might be a world class driver, and you're not. but, you're my father, and he's not.
TEOH JENG YU, ♥
15 July 1996, Cancerian (:
Fuhua Primary School
1D'03, 2A'04, 3A'05, 4A'06, 5A'07, 6Care'08 .
River Valley High School
1F'09, 2F'10 .
And, just so you know, I'm a super big Felipe Massa fan :D
Wishlist
HIM.<3
Felipe Massa's autograph!
Ferrari shirt and/or jacket.
Take pictures with Felipe Massa!
Felipe Massa's puzzle .
More F1 racing or Autosports magazine.
F1 stimulator
2008 Ferrari Yearbook
The official 2008 F1 season review
A F1 book that has all the driver's face and profile, etc.
Go to Brazil! <3
Go to Abu Dhabi!
Go to Italy!
Shirts
Puma bags.
Sixin to stop emo-ing and be as happy as ever! (:
Camera .
