Friday, June 25, 2010 11:36 PM
I just woke up.
Sometimes, I still believe there's a few in that lot that is different. But maybe, it's just not true. Everyone is the same. There's no one special. Haishh. I've seen so much, and I start to.. get afraid of what might happen next. D:
I rather choose to know the painful truth, even if that would mean tearing me apart. But, it's better than me, trying to guess, again and again, which I know would bring me to nowhere. At least then, I can know what you really want. Then, I'll stop. (Or, after sometime later.) I know I should have done that earlier. But, I can't just stop like this. At least, what's within me don't allow me to do so. Somehow? Idk. Maybe, I'm just not satisfied with what I've gotten. To me, there's still a hole in this wall you're trying to build up. I can still breathe.
I don't mind taking years leaving all those memories behind. Cause it'll soon go.. But the only thing I can do now is - wait. How hopeless.
P.S. I'm still waiting =.=
Friday, June 25, 2010 11:36 PM
I just woke up.
Sometimes, I still believe there's a few in that lot that is different. But maybe, it's just not true. Everyone is the same. There's no one special. Haishh. I've seen so much, and I start to.. get afraid of what might happen next. D:
I rather choose to know the painful truth, even if that would mean tearing me apart. But, it's better than me, trying to guess, again and again, which I know would bring me to nowhere. At least then, I can know what you really want. Then, I'll stop. (Or, after sometime later.) I know I should have done that earlier. But, I can't just stop like this. At least, what's within me don't allow me to do so. Somehow? Idk. Maybe, I'm just not satisfied with what I've gotten. To me, there's still a hole in this wall you're trying to build up. I can still breathe.
I don't mind taking years leaving all those memories behind. Cause it'll soon go.. But the only thing I can do now is - wait. How hopeless.
P.S. I'm still waiting =.=
TEOH JENG YU, ♥
15 July 1996, Cancerian (:
Fuhua Primary School
1D'03, 2A'04, 3A'05, 4A'06, 5A'07, 6Care'08 .
River Valley High School
1F'09, 2F'10 .
And, just so you know, I'm a super big Felipe Massa fan :D
Wishlist
HIM.<3
Felipe Massa's autograph!
Ferrari shirt and/or jacket.
Take pictures with Felipe Massa!
Felipe Massa's puzzle .
More F1 racing or Autosports magazine.
F1 stimulator
2008 Ferrari Yearbook
The official 2008 F1 season review
A F1 book that has all the driver's face and profile, etc.
Go to Brazil! <3
Go to Abu Dhabi!
Go to Italy!
Shirts
Puma bags.
Sixin to stop emo-ing and be as happy as ever! (:
Camera .
