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Wednesday, October 27, 2010 8:17 PM

when i want to acheive something, and i failed. when i know i'm wrong, but.. how do i apologise?

I said I dislike people who are not filial. But I think I'm one. Though I think I didnt commit those kind of huge crimes and bash them up or something, but even those small little matters bother me alot. The fact that I remember my friend's bday and not theirs. Not that i dont remember what day it is. But I forgot that today is the day. I remember I planned what to get for my mum and dad earlier this year, but I actually... forgotten.
Why.... ))':
I wanna die. When they remembered mine, and I forgot theirs. When they got my present and I didnt. When they sing a birthday song for me and I didnt. When I smiled... And they didnt.. Where's justice?
I gotta agreed 2010 is a screwed up year for me. Not like I want to screw it. Part of it might be my fault, but the rest are uncontrollable. Wrong, wrong, wrong. Except for those awesome friends I've made.. And meeting Felipe and getting his signature.. Other then all those, what's there to be happy of.
I, therefore, promise I'll make 2011 and the following year and the following year and many years to come (if the no 世界末日), a better year than this year!!
I'll remember. I WILL! I wont forget. I wont lie. I'll show you how one should treat their parents.
As for now...
I'm sorry ))))':
I'm really really really very sorry.
I know you wont read this. But, still sorryyyy )))))))':
Kill me if that will do.




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